2. Opinion of a psychiatrist on the diagnosis / further questions about medication
Hello,
Some background information: in the summer of 2009, I had panic attacks and then spent 2 months in a clinic. I had developed strong health anxiety due to dizziness attacks, and stress (separation from the mother of my son and work-related stress/escaping into work) also played a role. Looking back, I am still unsure about the exact trigger for the panic attacks. When I bring up the topic of burnout with my (current) therapist, he just says that it is not a standalone illness and it mainly focuses on treating accompanying conditions such as depression and anxiety. By the way, my current therapist believes I have a generalized anxiety disorder. However, when I was discharged from the clinic, I was still not much better - I still had anxiety and panic attacks. The panic attacks only stopped when I started taking Citalopram 20mg three months later.
Since then, my sleep (I also suffered from health anxiety related to the consequences of insomnia or the fear of dying from lack of sleep) and general mood have improved significantly.
However, I have recently noticed that I am very restless, have difficulty breathing, tremble, and feel dizzy immediately upon waking up in the morning. Sometimes I also have headaches and tingling/burning sensations in my hands and face. Sometimes I also have a strange feeling that rises up to my head - everything then feels somehow fuzzy/different and I'm not sure how to describe it ... I wonder what this could be - it doesn't feel like the panic attacks and anxiety I used to have. In the evenings, I usually feel much better.
- Are these symptoms of exhaustion (burnout)? How can I relatively safely determine that I am in a state of exhaustion - how does it manifest itself?
- Are these side effects of Citalopram? (Are the 20mg no longer necessary for me? Too much serotonin? Serotonin syndrome?)
- Is it possible that I need more Citalopram (should I increase to 30mg)?
- Is it still the underlying illness (whatever it may be) that is only being "masked" by Citalopram and therefore manifests differently?
When I once tried to stop Citalopram, I felt much worse after about 5 days (anxieties became stronger again and previously existing compulsions reappeared). I was also particularly anxious about a symptom that occurred both when discontinuing and when resuming Citalopram: I felt dizzy when falling asleep and saw blurry and distorted images with my eyes closed - I felt drunk. I had only experienced this once before when I drank alcohol while taking Citalopram - since then, I only drink non-alcoholic beer. How can this phenomenon be explained?
Thank you and best regards.