Justified or unjustified fear of chronic mild stabbing pain in the side?
Hello, I am currently concerned about the following: Lately, I have been struggling a lot with constantly worrying about my health. I am currently trying to change this with the help of a psychotherapist, but I simply want to clarify a few concerns I have with a doctor.
About 5 years ago, when I was much younger and more reckless, I sprayed a shower hose into my bottom. On the same day, I felt a slight, brief stabbing sensation on my left side just below my belly button. However, I cannot remember experiencing any pain directly after that. This incident immediately triggered fear in me, and since then, I have occasionally felt this stabbing sensation. It is particularly noticeable when I am already in a very anxious and depressed mental state. It could very well be psychosomatic.
A few months ago, I finally saw a proctologist for hemorrhoidal problems (leaking and slight bleeding). During the examination, an incomplete rectal prolapse II° was diagnosed, but another doctor quickly dismissed it as a genetic predisposition. Nevertheless, this has triggered worries in me again.
Since then, I have felt this stabbing sensation more intensely, even now directly opposite on my right side or sometimes in the bladder area. It often feels like pressure, but I have realized that it is mostly just trapped air. Sometimes I feel the stabbing sensation when I sneeze, especially when I am sitting. It may be important to note that I have very frequent bowel movements, I would say 2-4 times a day.
Additionally, I recently had a general health examination with my primary care physician (looking for potential organic illnesses that could trigger my anxiety and depressive mood), and no abnormalities were found in my blood tests. I believe they specifically checked for inflammation markers.
Could all of this somehow be related? I understand that a diagnosis over the internet is impossible, I just want to know if I could have done something "wrong", or if the symptoms, especially the apparent rectal prolapse, cannot be related to my actions from a few years ago. Just knowing that would relieve a lot of my anxiety, or potentially motivate me to see a doctor.
Thank you in advance.
I am male, 19 years old, and the only "medication" I take is a glass of psyllium husks every morning.