Once again the heart!
Hello,
This question builds on my problem from a few weeks ago, which I had already described here. It would be great if you could read it again, as there are more detailed information about myself, my age, etc.
http://frag-einen.com/arzt/innere_medizin/herzunregelmaessigkeiten-500845.html
There, I already described that I believe to have heart rhythm disorders. I have already had 2 long-term ECGs in the last 5 years, which were inconspicuous, but the problem never occurred during these measurements.
Well, my current problem is different. For weeks I have been having total anxiety due to a heart attack death in my family, about having a heart problem. It started with heart rhythm disorders, which I described in the link above, but now it is a different problem. My pulse has been too fast lately. I noticed this for the first time a week and a half ago, when I met with friends in the city, came home, and still had a very high pulse (just over 100) an hour later. I got anxious because I am a hypochondriac, then I laid down and tried to relax, and it went down.
But since then, I have noticed from time to time that my pulse is sometimes too high in certain situations - even when I am sitting quietly and doing nothing. Sometimes I am even afraid to measure it, as it only makes me crazier, but I can already estimate with my finger whether it is closer to 80 or 100.
This morning, for example, my pulse was a bit too fast again, but it went away. This afternoon, I was lying on my couch and suddenly felt my heartbeat. It wasn't fast or anything, I just felt/hear it clearly in my chest. After that, I became very anxious again and drank two glasses of wine, hoping they would relax me (which I rarely do, I rarely drink alcohol). And now my pulse is very fast again, even though I haven't measured it, I definitely know it is above 100. Can this be caused by alcohol?
Anyway, although my heart has been examined many times before, I am terrified that something is wrong. And I don't want to bother my doctor anymore, who may not take me seriously anymore. That's why I'm asking here: should this be investigated again? Should I be afraid of having something dangerous, or that my heart will just stop beating someday? And why was I able to "feel" my heartbeat in my chest today? I have never experienced this before.