Sudden heart palpitations, stumbling, anxiety, and psyche.
Maybe first a little about me:
I have been a very sensitive and anxious person since birth and have always needed a lot of help from my parents to not completely fail mentally. I have always had many mental problems and as a small child I would scream because of everything that scared me. I do a lot of sports and have also competed in the German handball championships. (competitive sports)
Now to the current situation:
I am under a lot of stress (due to exams), am deeply in love at the same time, and now almost see everything as a burden. I have never had any physical problems, but on November 5th, before going to bed, I experienced strong heart palpitations and frequent heart flutters. The strange thing was that I didn't feel dizzy or sick, just nothing. I was fine overall, except that my heart rate was high and irregular. I immediately went to my father, who felt my pulse and said it was slightly elevated, but not drastically. I felt like it was 300. (Panic attack?) The next day, I went to the doctor. There, I had an ECG, blood tests, everything was fine. The same thing on Monday. Again, everything was fine, except that my blood pressure was too high. I was then referred to a psychiatrist and general practitioner, who checked me physically again and then gave me calming pills. Since then, I have resumed normal sports activities, but I am constantly in a state of anxiety and can't find peace. Sport has become a burden for me. I am terrified that I suddenly have something wrong with my heart. What is happening to me? All the doctors say it's okay, but I don't feel that way at all. I am just filled with fear and it completely rules my life and destroys me. Can you tell me what this heart palpitations or fluttering could be? I felt it very strongly, couldn't feel my pulse anymore, it was so fast in my opinion, but not in my father's opinion. I would just like to hide in a corner and rest. I am completely exhausted and just can't take it anymore. Today, after 3 months, I had this heart palpitation again for 2 minutes in class, after which I left, but as I said, I don't feel sick, I just have a very irregular pulse, but it doesn't make me feel bad. So, I have had 2 such incidents in total, I am so unsure and have no joy in life at all.